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Saturday, October 13, 2012

Let's just focus.

We become sick of getting sick and we get sick by becoming sick. We are cause and effect of the same cycle we try to avoid. We think if we can remain standing, no one will step on us, but the truth is we are the ones stepping on someone. We can become good, if we just focus on the good, not what the good can bring. Why? Because we become greedy for what it has to offer and we get lost. Let's stop the planning, the looking, the seeking, the analyzing, the searching. Let's just do good because that's what is right and we will feel good because that's good does to you.

Sunday, September 30, 2012

Friday, September 28, 2012

Eminem: Marshall Mathers LP



Probably one of the best albums out there. MMLP: Marshall Mathers LP. If you disagree, I don't know what to say to you other than that I probably don't care for what else you have to say anyways. If you don't have enough sense to recognize the talent and skills this man possesses, despite whether you agree with what he says or not, then I have nothing else to say to you. All I'm going to reiterate is that this is an album I can listen to, nonstop, for hours. The intensity, the depth behind every track, the focus and the details, I don't know how someone can get themselves to not appreciate it. Eminem is a genius. That's that.

Disorder.

I kid you not. I have accumulated so much that I am crashing. I no longer can prioritize what is important and what is not. Just when I think I have got it, bits and pieces scatter like ants. I have this unstable mind and this lethargic way of living. I do hope that I can start organizing my thoughts. I find difficult what once was too simple. I was risky and quick. I didn't doubt myself. I acted because I believed I knew. Now, I rethink it. I stop. I pause. I stutter. I shake my head and I get it all wrong. I become all wrong. So wrong.

                           I have to change.

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Small details.

When we begin to concentrate on the smallest things in life, we don't notice the main picture. We tend to ignore the whole. We are so embedded in every corner, we don't look at the path we're taking. Maybe it's time to stop and look around. It can't set us back. We're not even moving forward. So let's stop. Let's see it as a whole, not as pieces. Maybe we can understand this world a bit better.

Sunday, September 23, 2012

Industrial Organizational Psychology in Employee of the Month




Industrial Organizational
Psychology in
Employee of the Month
Laayla M. Tariq
November 18, 2011
Psych 3310
University of Houston



I.                   Introduction
Industrial organizational psychology is demonstrated throughout the media in variety of ways in television series, cartoons, and movies. Employee of the Month is a comedy film that reveals the underlying complications between employees of a retail store, “Super Club.”  The main character, Zach, is a slacker who has no ambition to accomplish any goals at work. Zach is constantly annoyed by his over-achieving co-worker, Vince, who is always stealing attention from upper management. One day Zach learns that an attractive female, Amy, has been newly employed and she only dates ambition men who become employee of the month. While Zach suddenly finds himself wanting to improve his working habits, he realizes that he will be challenged at every step by Vince, who has been known as the employee of the month for the last 17 consecutive months and who also plans to win Amy. Zach’s friendly co-workers become his words of encouragement as they point out, “Wow, that's gotta hurt. I mean, he's always doin' that to you. Stealing your thunder” – Lon. The two find themselves fighting for golden stars, which are rewarded on a weekly basis for the best employee. Eventually, Zach’s friends estrange him as they complain that he has changed from a kind hearted man to a rude and selfish man who would do anything to win, like Vince. Zach accidently gets his friend Iqbal fired and upsets Amy as he discovers that she actually transferred jobs because her ex-boyfriend was an employee of the month and was rude and egotistical. Therefore, Zach ends up taking the blame for Iqbal getting fired, resigning, and apologizing to Amy. His resignation was found not legit and he competed against Vince for the fastest check-out cashier title. As he loses, it was discovered, on camera, that Vince cheated as he would not scan all the items, causing the company great loss. Vince is fired and Zach wins the title for employee of the month along with Amy’s heart and his friends. This movie is composed of many industrial organization constructs but this paper will reveal constructs of motivation, bullying, counter work behavior, and stress.
II.                Application of Industrial Organization
Motivation
Motivation is a construct related to industrial organization and was explained as one of the three direct determinants of job performance by Campbell in Campbell’s hierarchical model of job performance (Campbell, 1990a; Campbell, McHenry, and Wise, 1990; Campbell & Zook, 1990). Motivation is defined as the “conditions responsible for variations in intensity, persistence, quality, and direction of ongoing behavior.” (Landy & Conte, 2010) A worker’s effectiveness and productivity is directly dependent on how motivated the worker feels at work. Being motivated to produce the best results will also produce quality work and help the employee stay persistent. Most work places will set goals for employees to accomplish and reward them once they do.  What motivates the employee can vary from different situations and can become responsible for any ongoing behavior, such as causing the employee to become content and satisfied or unhappy and unpleasant to be around.
Zach’s lazy behavior is directly related to his lack of motivation to achieve any goals at work. Obviously, receiving golden stars and becoming employee of the month did not matter to him since he did not see any rewards that he could potentially care for. This all changed when he found something to fight for: Amy’s affection.  Clearly in this case, Zach felt motivated to work harder by changing his working habits such as arriving on time and helping customers find their items. As he won stars on a weekly basis, he became more encouraged that he could actually win the title after all. Zach’s date with Amy motivated him not to give up and keep fighting for the title so he can win Amy’s heart and stop Vince from stealing Amy. Appraisal from upper management also played as great motivation for Zach to do better at work. He was eventually awarded with the key to the “cashier lounge.” This lounge, embellished with TV, free food, recliners, poker table, and air conditioning, motivated Zach stay as a cashier and take breaks in this lounge, rather than with his friends on one of the upper shelves in the store aisles. Being awarded a car for becoming employee of the month also motivated Zach to win since he lives with his grandmother and has to ride his bike everywhere.
Counterproductive Work Behavior
Counterproductive Work Behavior (CWB) is also one of the constructs related to industrial organization that is displayed throughout Employee of the Month. Counterproductive Work Behavior is defined as “voluntary behavior that violates important organizational norms and threatens the well-being of the organization, its members, or even both.” (Landy & Conte, 2010). According to Robinson and Bennett, there are two types of CWB: “deviance directed toward the organization” and “deviance directed toward other individuals.” (Landy & Conte, 2010). Compared to OCB, which is organizational citizenship behavior that reflects behavior that goes beyond what is expected, CWB is exactly the opposite. CWB is composed of negative behaviors that may risk the company profit, co-workers harm, and cause management to become troubled with the individual behaving in the negative way. Vardi and Weiner distinguished three types of CWB behavior: “self gain such as theft, organizational gain such as misstating profit, and destructive such as assault or sabotage.” (Landy & Conte, 2010). According to Sackett and Devore’s hierarchical model of deviance, the two main CWB are interpersonal deviance and organizational deviance. Interpersonal relates to harassment, gossip, verbal abuse, and fighting.  Organizational deviance splits into two lower level categories of CWB, property deviance and production deviance. Property deviance relates to theft, property damage and sabotage as the latter relates to absence, tardiness, long breaks, and sloppy work. (Landy & Conte, 2010).
Zach’s actions at the start of the movie can be labeled as counterproductive work behavior. Zach would constantly arrive to work late, skate around the aisles, take long breaks with his friends on the shelves and treat the place as his secret hanging out place.  He would not clean up after himself and he wouldn’t work harder to accomplish any goals. Instead, he would lie to management about working hard and would end up convincing other co workers to do the work for him. He would verbally abuse Vince at any given point and would tease him such as scribbling on Vince’s employee of the month’s picture. Since Zach would not work hard, neither would his friends, and this negative behavior would continue on. Zach and his friends would booby trap the stores at times in attempts to hurt Vince, who would always find a way to get back at them. This game of taking revenge would take up Zach’s time where he could be using that same time to achieve goals at work. Zach would play games with his friends all the time and also discourage them from working hard as well. Zach would also bribe the lady in records every time he needed some information that he wouldn’t be able to obtain, legally. For example, he was able to obtain Amy’s file by bribing the lady in records with some broken butter fingers. Lying and cheating in such a manner directly relates to the CWB in organizational psychology.
Stressors
Employees always face all sorts of stressors at their work place and respond to them in many different ways. Stressors are defined as, “physical or psychological demands to which an individual responds.” (Landy & Conte, 2010)  Reactions to these stressors are known as strains, such as someone crying, panicking, or shouting. (Copper et al., 2001; Quick, Quick, Nelson, & Hurrell, 1997) Common stressors at work can be extreme temperatures, the amount of workload, situational constraints, emotional labor, difficult work schedule, perceived control, and interpersonal demands and conflicts. (Landy & Conte, 2010). The more stress an employee experiences, depends on the amount of stressors involving in that employee’s every day shift. For example, someone’s workload might make them feel exhausted and discouraged from wanting to take on a “do more attitude.” Someone who might be content with the work load but might be in an uncomfortable work environment either due to extreme temperatures or excessive noise might not be able to concentrate thoroughly and might produce lesser quality work. There are many determinants of the kind of stressors employees face at work, resulting in different consequences. Physical consequences such as arthritis and headaches or psychological consequences such as depression and anxiety will eventually become apparent. (Cooper et al., 2011; De Jonge &  Dormann, 2006). 
            In the movie, Zach’s boss shows great strains such as panicking, shouting, and suddenly hiring Zach as the back-up cashier when he finds out that his brother, also his regional manager, is coming to evaluate him at the very last minute. Zach’s boss fears that he would not pass the evaluation since he is confident that his brother will do anything to dramatize any faults, Zach’s boss starts hyperventilating and holds an emergency meeting with his employees. He demands that everyone acts in the best manner as possible and he state show his blood pressure is increasing. Zach’s boss’s blood pressure rising shows the physical and medical consequence of stress. Vince also shows sign of stress as he notices that Zach is finally becoming better at his job and is obtaining weekly golden stars for being the better employee. Vince starts to become angry and viewers are led to view Vince’s emotional breakdown as he begins to daydream that he will lose all the respect from his co-workers and will eventually get fired.
Bullying
Bullying is displayed throughout many movies, as most people are familiar with the term from personal experience as well. Bullying can be defined as, “harassing, offending, socially excluding, or assigning embarrassing tasks to someone of subordinate status repeatedly and over a long period of time.” (Landy & Conte, 2010). Bullying is widespread and can be seen as the escalation of a conflict in an organizational setting. (Leymann, 1996; Zapf & Gross, 2001) Interestingly, the United States is known as an individualistic country where each person is left to fend for himself and throughout the decades, bullying in a work place was ignored to a large extent (Landy & Conte, 2010). Bullying behaviors increase violence in a work place and cause individuals to react in counterproductive work behavior.
In the movie, Zach is bullied by Vince’s friend who tries to make Zach look like a bad individual in front of Amy. Vince himself insults Zach on a daily basis, emphasizing how inferior he is to him since Vince has won the employee of the month title so often. Vince also belittles Zach because Zach is not a lead cashier like Vince, but instead a simply stock boy. As long as Zach isn’t promoted to cashier status, Vince is content with bullying him and harassing him for being a “loser.” Vince makes fun of the fact that Zach lives with his grandmother, doesn’t have enough money, and is surprised at the fact that Amy went out on a date with Zach and actually liked it. Zach also bullies Vince once the competition between the two intensifies. Zach starts to booby trap Vince’s equipments such as breaking his scanner gun. Zach also insults Vince for not having any friends and being too obsessed with the title of employee of the month. This bullying increases the violence in the work place, where other co workers become emotionally hurt, such as Amy.
III      Movie Opinion
            The director did a great job with examining the issues at hand. The director did portray the constructs of organizational psychology in Employee of the Month at every step. Every character’s personality was created in a way to display how the employee responds to stressors and how each employee may be responsible for bullying, counterproductive work behavior, or being motivated to accomplish certain goals. The director does understand the subjective experience of work since the four constructs used are so common in every day work place. The director did a great job displaying, from different perspectives, the constructs of I/O psychology in a comical way. The movie can be improved in a way by perhaps going more into details of each character’s background, such as their childhood. What motivates an individual has a lot to do with what they grew up having or not having, such as money, friends, comfort, success, etc. The movie did not go into details about childhoods of Amy, Vince, or any of Zach’s friends. I would definitely recommend this movie to other people since it is composed of educational material relating to not only I/O psychology, but also your everyday common behavior that people from all cultures can relate to. It is a great comedy film that can lead people to not just laugh it off, but also think about the underlying concepts of complications in a simple work place.








References

Landy, F.J., & Conte, J.M. (2010). Work in the 21st century: An introduction to industrial
organizational psychology (3rd ed.). Hoboken, NJ: John Wiley & Sons, Inc.


Cell Biology


Take Home Essay Questions - Set 1             Name:_Laayla Muhammad

Download this MS-Word document.  Fill in your name at the top and type your answers below.  Save the questions and your answers as an MS Word document with the .doc file extension (not .docx).  This assignment is due in the D2L Dropbox on Sunday, 02-28-10 at 11:59pm.

A.  For 5 points, correctly answer only one of the questions below (use as much space as needed):
Pts
  1. Consider the reaction 7 of glycolysis:

                                                                                DG0
1,3diPG     3PG                                 -4.5 Kcal/mole

Below are the steady state concentrations of 1,3 diphosphoglyceric acid (1,3diPG) and 3-phosphoglyceric acid (3PG) assayed in the tissues of a hospital patient. 

[1,3diPG]  = 6.5 X 10-6 M
      [3PG]  = 8 X 10-4 M

2.5      a)  Determine the DG’ for this reaction as it occurs in the cell. Show all
                calculations.









2.5       b) What tissue was biopsied for these assays?  What can we say about the patient?









      2.   A ribosomal cell fraction was centrifuged on a sucrose density gradient and the gradient was then separated into test tube fractions.  Graph below shows the distribution of polysomes in fraction tubes. 

 5.0      Explain the graph.

       The distribution of polysomes in fraction tubes is represented by this graph. Polysomal content is measured in absorbencies, which in this graph is the absorbance at 280nm. The graph shows that the bottom of the tube, there is more content of the polysomes, therefore, its absorbance at 280nm being higher. Therefore, on the top, after being centrifuged, less content remains and therefore, the absorbency of the sucrose density gradient has is lower than the bottom. In the middle though, as the content is the highest, shows that during the centrifuge, the polysomes are denser in the middle, meaning more concentrated and therefore, the absorbency is the highest.
B.  For 5 points, correctly answer only one of the questions below (use as much space as needed):

1.   You are trying to isolate a Golgi vesicle fraction from cultured pancreatic “Islet of Langerhans” cells by differential centrifugation.  As you perform the steps of the fractionation, you monitor the cell fractions by electron microscopy.  A sample electron micrograph is seen at the right.  In addition to this electron microscope image, what more would you do to prove that this fraction contains pancreatic cell Golgi vesicles?  Be brief but be precise and specific.


  Something we can do to prove that this particular fraction contains pancreatic cell Golgi vesicles is by first noticing that these vesicles look intact like they should be. We should also realize that RERs exist in these vesicles because the proteins synthesized and packaged in them usually travel down to these vesicles for “further processing before reaching their final destination” (VOP: Cell Tour Pt 1). In order to confirm that these are Golgi vesicles, we can “destroy the membranes and then release these proteins” (VOP: Cell Tour Pt 2). This disruption will show the packaged proteins such as secretory or peroxisomal ones. We can also methods such as “cytochemistry (staining parts with chemicals), immunocytochemistry (staining with “tagged” antibodies), and autoradiology (radioactive detection)” (VOP Cell Tour Pt 2) which will darken and reveal the packaged proteins just to confirm the earlier statements about the existence of RERs packaged proteins in the Golgi vesicles for processing.


2.   Overall, eukaryotes and prokaryotes share the same central pathways for getting energy out of nutrients (fermentation, respiration, fatty acid oxidation.  When there is no carbohydrate available, bacteria can survive on amino acids or fatty acids as a sole source of carbon for growth.  In contrast, humans deprived of carbohydrates can survive on amino acids, but they cannot live on fatty acids as a sole carbon source.  What do the bacteria have that we don’t? 








Reactions Part II

Studying reactions to strange experiences such as suicide bombing and discovering that cultural assumptions (of the person reacting) are partially responsible for those reactions deserves the most attention. This reflection on our reactions to strangeness is critically important in the world we live in, where people fail to realize the roles their hollow judgments can take on. For example, after September 11 Muslims “found themselves associated, occasionally explicitly but more often implicitly, with terrorism” (Asad 2007). Without the right knowledge about a culture's values and its traditions, analyzing it by using your own cultural values becomes inevitable. People often judge specific cultural traditions as wrong discovering the reasons behind them, which is also wrong. Talal Asad comments on such contradictions by stating that “these contradictions remain a fragile part of our modern subjectivity” (Asad 2007). Without learning about a country's political, religious and economical status, it becomes difficult to understand the concept of suicide terrorism. Important questions such as, "Is there a religiously motivated terrorism? If so, how does it differ from other cruelties?" become critical (Asad 2007). Instead of obtaining correct information through research, people make comparisons to differentiate themselves from others, such as suicide bombers in this case. Once a person sees another as different, then labeling the actions of other people as strange makes sense to them. Therefore, people think if what they do is familiar, then what others do is strange. For example, upon Napoleon Chagnon’s first encounter with the Yanamamö, he states “My first day in the field illustrated to me what my teachers meant when they spoke of culture shock” (Chagnon 1992). Chagnon‘s statement proves that depending on assumptions will only create more gaps between people, causing more panic and giving birth to more “strangeness." It is also important to realize that understanding the strange requires time. The strange isn't the only thing analyzed, but so are the reactions of people that are reacting to all that is strange. Asad, Talal. On Suicide Bombing. 2007. New York: Columbia University Press. Chagnon, Napoleon. Yanomamö. 1992. Edition 4. Harcourt Brace Jovanvich.:10-19. Laayla Muhammad

Regret.

We do things that we want to, but shouldn't. But we always think, no worries. We have so much time to regret it later. So much time to make UP for it. That's the life we lead, where we spend time dwelling on the past, crying over our mistakes, regretting actions that we made. Ironically, the more we loved it at the moment, the more we hate it in the future. And that is how people waste their life away. No, not by doing stuff they'll regret later, but by doing the actual regretting. We waste time on the past, instead of the present. Spending every second of our life just rethinking the past and blaming ourselves, isn't the way to go. But that's how we go. That's how we are going. That's how we'll go. And one day, once we're gone, there will be nothing that reflects us except our guilty emotions and pathetic regrets.

Saturday, September 22, 2012

Take a breather, will ya?

It's hard to find yourself sitting there in complete calmness. It's difficult because we don't work that way. We don't take a breather. Our mind is being ripped apart in a million different directions. We allow that to happen though. Don't you see? We find reasons to not lay still. We work our minds so much that we begin to think a moment of peace is well deserved, but not welcome. We don't welcome serenity, we just wish it. We love hoping for things, not appreciating them or even noting them when they do occur. We are so burdened by our burdens, we don't allow ourselves the chance to be free. We don't admit it though. We are ignorant of it. We rant and complain and whine and preach about how we don't get what we want, and how this world never works for us, and how we would do anything for a little peace and quiet time. Therefore, we've established the main ground for what our focus is, what we're striving for, what we hope for the results to be. We've asked the questions, so now what is the hypothesis? Oh that's right, IF I finish this this this this this this this and that that that that and this that and this that, then yes, I'll achieve it all with success. I'll finally be finished. I'll then take a breather. Now, we've stated the hypothesis. But what about the experimental design? How do we go about this? Let's do everything and anything in our to do list. That's right... the to do list. The infamous to do list that states how many to do lists we have to make. We write steps on how we can achieve these burdening tasks and how fast we can get them done. Then we see those lists and write down everything we can so we can cross everything we can, only to realize that there are only two routes that we can take. So let's gather the data and observe so we can conclude. We can either finish not even half of the items off the list and become disappointed. We can start venting out and blame ourselves for the failure or the world for creating obstacles. We can cry out and put ourselves in a worsening stage of rejection, fear, failure, and loss of confidence. We can also fake ourselves into creating more lists and thinking "This time, I'll turn things around. I'll finish everything!" At the moment, it's game over for us. We have lost round X. We will have to get up, after we have completely let ourselves drown in misery, just so we can put ourselves in the same exact situation all over again. We can't be content right now. We can't rest. We can't sleep anymore. We need to move quicker, act faster, think sharper, and breathe later. Let's observe route #2 and say that we finished everything off the list. That's right. We have actually completed every ridiculous and random task that managed to find a home in our to do lists. We have won right? We have finished the game? We exhausted ourselves and beat time and made history and challenged ourselves and tricked our minds all for completing these tasks so we can starting enjoying the peace that comes after. So we can feel worthy of it and say that we earned it and actually be able to recognize it in every form it comes in. Right? WRONG. That's not what happens. We finish these tasks just to find ourselves looking for this peace that isn't anywhere to be found. We create another unofficial task, "find essence of serenity" only to realize that we can't seem to. What now? All hope is gone. It's not like route #1, where we have enough ignorance to just start all over. We have finished everything this time. There is no rematch. Nothing to restart. So what now? What.. what what... what nothing. There is nothing. We have won just to fail. What we have learned? Can't say. We're in too much shock right now. Fuck peace. We are enraged. We are angry. We can't just sit and complain now. We'll now FIGHT for freedom. We'll BATTLE whatever we can in order to be content. We'll never rest until justice is achieved! But I ask dear people, when will we just learn how to simply take a breather and realize there is no winning? No failing? We just have to breathe and let ourselves wind down until we can see that peace never left us.... we left it.

Thursday, September 06, 2012

Victim.

We all love to play victim. I was hurt. I was tortured. I was played with. I was used. I was beaten. I was, I was, I was. And then there goes those.. I am, I am, I am. Let's stop it for a second. A second but let this second run for minutes. Let it simmer down and allow yourself a moment to breathe a victimless breath. Can we all be victims? Really? Who's the culprit? Who is the criminal? The one who makes us shout I was? The one who makes us scream I am? It's not logical. Someone had to be the bad guy. With the amount of people in this world, it's not logical that you're not the bad guy. You are that someone who made someone cry. Made someone feel used, abused, confused. We're all criminals and we're all victims. We live through this vicious cycle. And don't dare justify your wrong-doings. You do wrong like everyone else does wrong. It's the right way to live in this victimized world that we live in. So at the end of the day, if you want to cry, go ahead. Cry. Please do cry. You deserve it. You caused someone else to tear, it's now your turn to fear. Be the criminal, live your life, be the victim, live in strife.

Sunday, February 12, 2012

Rhyme of the second.

Clinging on my words, you seem to drown in lies. I'm sinking in your world as you muffle up my cries. Scuffle up my eyes, my tears are your pride. Sincere in our sighs as we watch them collide...

Victimized.

I'm addicted to being victimized
It's sick to disguise how I stick to being nice
Don't put up a fight, words pinch and slap me
Hinge and trap me, I'm absurd so grab me
And tell me I'm the worst daughter you've ever had
And how you're glad that I look more like my dad
So you can stay detached, rotten egg that you've hatched
I'm a mistake now. Darkened; like you've burnt this batch..

You're a friend to me, but I invoke the worst in you
But I'm nursed in you, what am I supposed to do?
I'm a broken tune, inside the right melody
You're like ice to my lips but you refuse to melt in me...

Saturday, February 04, 2012

Let us.

I became frantic as I thought of myself dying. With how much I drive, I'll probably get pinned between two cars. Two rugged grills. Two awkward minutes, where I'll wonder what I've accomplished. I panic not because I think of myself as a loser, but because I think of myself as not done. I am incomplete but I don't wish to be done. Who does? You finish it all, you finish yourself. You finish that urge. You put out that fire. Why would you want to do that? Let's keep wishing. Let's keep hoping. Without any of that, we're none of that. We're just a piece, an inch apart from all the other pieces. Let's look forward to something. Let's not close our eyes. Let us be by not letting anything be. Let us fight. Let us bring out the cries. Let us become aware and let us warn those in despair. Let us win. Let us not be done.