Victimized.

I'm addicted to being victimized
It's sick to disguise how I stick to being nice
Don't put up a fight, words pinch and slap me
Hinge and trap me, I'm absurd so grab me
And tell me I'm the worst daughter you've ever had
And how you're glad that I look more like my dad
So you can stay detached, rotten egg that you've hatched
I'm a mistake now. Darkened; like you've burnt this batch..

You're a friend to me, but I invoke the worst in you
But I'm nursed in you, what am I supposed to do?
I'm a broken tune, inside the right melody
You're like ice to my lips but you refuse to melt in me...